I GOT YOUR RUNAWAY SMILE* harry

[BRYNNE ELIZABETH GOLIGHTLY]

hey.. so i get that you hate me, but i think we should talk. you avoiding me and taking it out on others isn't really helping anything..

[HARRISON OLIVER ROBERTS]

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-sighs- I don't hate you bee. it may feel like I do sometimes, but I don't really. I don't really know how to deal with really, not that I've been doing a good job so far. So you want to talk? Go ahead and talk.. how do you want to talk about this?

[BRYNNE ELIZABETH GOLIGHTLY]

i dunno how to talk about it either really, but i mean if you're gonna yell at someone yell at me. i know i'm an idiot. i know what i did was like awful, and you have every right to hate me for it, and i'm also sorry for the way you found out. i shouldv'e been the one to tell you... i just, i dunno. this probably doesn't help much, but it's not like it was ever really planned. it just kinda happened every few months or so.

[HARRISON OLIVER ROBERTS]

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-laughs- thats gotta be about one of the worst explainations I've ever heard. how could you have done that? why did you do that? you were probably unhappy with me somehow... if you were unhappy why didn't you break things off sooner? I don't really understand any of this Bee.

[BRYNNE ELIZABETH GOLIGHTLY]

i don't think i'll ever be able to explain it. it's hard to explain. i mean, it's not that i was unhappy. i mean i was very, very happy with us. but like, i just felt like everything was so planned out. like my mother was expecting you and i to like get married and all this stuff. i mean, you and i had been together since we were five. so when it first happened i thought it was a one time thing and we agreed that it didn't mean a thing, and i just thought it was me being upset, but then it would happen again and again. it wasn't ever planned. it was just like.. a change of pace... and i was convinced it didn't mean anything. i know thats a horrible excuse and it doesn't excuse anything but i just want you to know that it didn't have to do with me being unhappy with you.

[HARRISON OLIVER ROBERTS]

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oh. ok. sorry for always being an inconvienence then? I'll just be on my way so your life can have that changed pace again...

[BRYNNE ELIZABETH GOLIGHTLY]

no harry. you weren't an inconvenience either. damnit harry, stop putting words in my mouth :C i don't want you out of my life. i want you to be friends with me again. i want us to still be friends. i know i screwed up big time and i know you have the right to hate me, but i can't change things. i can't even really explain why it happened either, it just did. i just want us to be friends again.

[HARRISON OLIVER ROBERTS]

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I'm sorry, thats just kind of what it sounded like to me when you mentioned it seemed like your mother had everything planned out. with you nothing planned by lorraine was always good. I want us to be friends again too, like its always been that way at least. But it's not going to be easy.. especially with atticus being your boyfriend or whatever. Friends should be happy about their friends for the most part, and who they are dating. And well, I don't see Atticus and I getting along anytime soon. And us not getting along will probably jeopardize our friendship. I'll try, but you can't expect us to be perfect.

[BRYNNE ELIZABETH GOLIGHTLY]

i'm sorry if that's how i made it sound, but really it's not like that. it was just the whole everything being planned out in general. harry, none of this had to do with you or anything you did. this was just me like i don't even know what i was doing. i know this won't be easy at all, but i want us to try, alright? atti and i aren't exactly dating either. i don't really expect you guys to get along, but i do expect you guys to stop punching each other. i don't expect things to be how they were, but i would like us to try. you're my oldest friend harry, i don't want that to change.

[HARRISON OLIVER ROBERTS]

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ok. I promise I'll try, and I'll try to be at least civil to atticus the next time we see her... lily is home for the weekend, so my mother is making a dinner so maybe you'd like to come over?